~slip out~ (Beck/mongolian chop squad)

I don't know when I changed into such a cold cold hearted guy
I'd like to thaw this frozen, icy, lonely heart of mine
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure
I'm gonna make my common days and fill them with laughter and joy
I let myself down by being crueler than I thought I could be
I'm just a loser; learn to care for the soul inside of me
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out form where it hides

Sorrow is what I hate but it's growing my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love is not a word reserved only for a sweet romance
Well, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared to death
And I'm scared to keep from going on my way
Well, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared to death
And I'll tell myself I'm special 'till the end

Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making waves
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure I see
That I tak'n all and grin at the future on It's way to me

Sorrow is what I hate but it's growing my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once
Love is not a word reserved only for a sweet romance
Well, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared to death
And I'm scared to keep from going on my way
Well, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared to death
And I'll tell myself I'm special 'till the end

~BlindSpot~ (by Brandtson)

It's hard to see the sun sometimes
through these eyes.
It's hard to see the truth sometimes
looking through these eyes
But yet I try.

Window sill world of mine.
Maybe sometime
I'll get up and go outside.
Leap of faith.
I could close my eyes and jump.
The hope of someday is safer
and it doesn't hurt as much.

I stand at the edge of the world and I cry.
The rain beating down on my face as I try
to swallow my fear
of failing again
and wait for the clouds to break for the sun.

Do you remember the time
when you said you could see
the worry in my eyes?
You don't know how hard I've tried
to let it go, let it go,
let it all subside.

It all seems so different when I look
Into vour eyes.
It all seems so simple
When I look in from the outside.
Yeah, everything seems fine.
"You know me better than I know myself.
And I trust you more than I trust anyone else."
But promises broken
Are promises made.
At least from what I've seen,
it all fades away.

Do you remember the time
when you said you could see the worry
In my eyes?
You don't know how hard I've tried
To let it go, let it go,
Let it all subside.

Do you remember the time
When you said you could see the worry
In my eyes?
You don't know how hard I've tried
To let it go, let it go,
Let it all subside.