~Repetitive~
Am I the one to blame for this?
Some how it all ends up the same.
Walking on the water, in sweet bliss.
I never stopped calling his name.
And then I turn to see his hands not there.
sinking I wonder...
Am I to blame for this whole scare?
Do I dare?

Am I to regret these feelings?
Am I to lose what was healing...
once again?
Should I my friend?
Should I my friend?

Will I regret it?
When all these poems, they fade away?
Would I regret it?
When the price of Joy's too much to pay?
Will I regret it?
I just may.
I just may.

Heartache never seems to cease.
My old friend...
My pain has become my peace.
Should it increase?
Should it increase?

And I guess I'm just at a loss.
As to why God wants me to carry another's cross?
Am I to bear this pain alone?
Would my seconds of peace atone?
Or has my life become just a "Koan"?
Have my statements made any sense?
Should I pay my grief with my own penance?
All I ask is that you come like a thief...
Or take this grief.
Take this grief.

I'm shaking like a leaf...
Because you're love is more then I can bear.
More then they're jeers.
More abundant then my tears.
More powerful then my fears.
More painful then what sere's.
My heart's on fire...
Lord draw near.
Lord draw near.