~One Smile Is Just Not Good Enough~

Undeserving...
I live my life in shame,
Rubbing two pennies together
Because I'd give up morals for mere fame.

I laugh at the posers and all the fakes.
Turn around, bust my sin,
And ask myself...
Who's really to blame for my mistakes?

And every day I see
I remind myself
Of that person I never wanted to be...
That all too familure "some body else"
I can't help but think that...
Because I misunderstood,
I'm becoming like those I said I never would.
I told them I never would.

I'd give an hour for 8 bucks,
And 3 bucks for a mile,
But God!...
I'd give 1 million dollars,
And my life...
For just one smile.

I wish all I wanted was just one smile.