~Misery Loves My Company~

Crawl is such a sinful word,
Thats what I thought but never said.
It's such a sinful word to describe,
How you should never enter my bed.
I know you tried.
But you never succeded...
Just one thing in our relationship you never led.
But then again, I never heeded.

I can't lie,
It hurt me bad.
losing two friends...
Believe me, it makes you sad.
But I guess life's the greatest teacher...
Especially when you've been enpregnated by a preacher.
So you see...

Misery loves my company...
We've been 'round a few.
Heck we danced 'till three.
Even had a shot or two.
I've paid the fee.
It's the least I could do.
Even though It's sad to see...
Just how much misery loves my company.

In Oh Three I lost a friend,
And I threw a fit.
Now my hearts more broken,
As it tends to get.
I been 'round that same block,
Lost three more too.
Never even said goodbye...
But then again, who knew?

I've been in shock, been in tears,
Even been screaming.
But while these three years pass,
I get the feeling I'm only dreaming.
But the results on my life
Are sometimes more then I can bear to see.
Thats when I fully understand...
Just how much misery loves my company.

Misery loves my company...
We've been 'round a few.
Heck we danced 'till three.
Even had a shot or two.
I went ahead and paid the fee.
It's the least I could do.
And now It's so plain to see...
Just how much misery loves my company.

Nine years old!
I paid the price!
Been handed these words.
God knows I used this device!

I've had my field sown,
And I've reaped the tears.
That I've been prone
To cry these years.
But now I'm here smiling,
Without a hint of bitterness.
Because some day or another,
God will personally hand me my deliverance.

So you see...
Misery loves my company.
It's true I can't lie.
I've lost alot of things.
Had my heart sucked dry.
But God has filled my cup...
In time as equally.
So I'm still here smilin'.
Even when misery is in my company.