~Shattered~

It's shattered from the heat,
Never again to beat.
And the hate that's fueled the fire within,
Grips my shaking hand again.
To be my friend, my chum.
My boo's, my rum.
And these few and fleeting times when I can feel,
Have been left outside for my friend to steal.
It's just what's been dealt to deal.
It's just what makes me kneel.
It's what's taken my heart to kill.

And It's shattered from the cold remains...
Of failing love, and It's bleeding stains.

It's shattered from the heat,
Never again in my chest to beat.
And I can't even feel,
It's like nothing is real.
My mind is torn apart,
Just like my broken and bleeding heart.
And I can't even feel.
It's like nothing is real.

It's shattered from the heat.
Never again to beat.
Never again to beat.

~Dead soldier~

You've brightened my moon.
Lightened my stars,
And strengthened my tune.
But I'm without you.
And my heart gasps.
The mud oozes out,
From these unhardened gaps.
You've sown the flesh,
And I have too.
We've made some mistakes,
But righted a few.
"Time is never enough"
Is all I can say.
I'd ask you to give up,
But you don't love me anyway.

I miss you,
Like every time I breath.
The air comes in strong,
In my tearless crying heaves.
The last time was mistakenly bad,
I'll be the first to apologize for me getting mad.
But in the beginning it was a blessing.
What can I say?
But now I see,
You never loved me anyway.

I loved you.
But now I can't find
Any reason to believe in love.
Am I just blind?
Heartache is old,
And It's changed my way.
I don't worship the ground you walk on,
Or hang on every word you say.
Because well...
You don't love me anyway.
You're not in love with me anyway.

I'd ask you to give up,
But now It's so clear to see...
That you don't love me.
You never did love me.