Friday, April 22, 2005

~Green Man~

You're the only one who can control me.
The only one who can calm me.
With the hush in your eyes,
My own shame makes me cry.
I'm struggling with myself,
And the pain inside.
Should it hide?
Should I let this hide?

Your glories enough for short hair.
Your smile too much to bear.
And your stare?
I don't dare.
You're a dream so rare.

All the turmoil inside is hushed with just one word.
My mind's blurred,
My heart stirred.
This with just one word!

You're the only one who could control me.
The only one who could calm me,
But do you even know what you are to me?
Do you know what you are to me?

Friday, April 15, 2005

~Is Just A Dream~

"Redemption"...
It's my jail work song,
As I pick the rocks.
If only to pick the chains I hug so tight.

My close, solemn, and contriving friends of redoubt.
They draw so near.
They wisper in my ear.

I can hear every voice.
Thousands of souls.
Extend a reach to take control.
The death grip I've learned to cling and take ahold.

The color's gone.
The smile has faded.
Just like my heart...
I've been so jaded.

I've been fashioned...
Shaped...
And Rubbed Raw.
If you could only have seen what I saw.

That's why I need to tell you
That I can't feel the way I did before.
It's not a possibility.
Not anymore.

...I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.