(2nd verse)
I’m sober now for 3 whole months.
It’s one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing I won’t touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night.
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
you were trying to stop the fight.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
So I’ll drive so fu**in far away that I never cross your mind.
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
(chorus end)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you.
Hate me in ways.
Yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you.
(3rd verse)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave.
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made.
And like a baby boy I never was a man.
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand.
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine,
just like it used to be.
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you.
Hate me in ways.
Yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you.
(This is to the person I recently had an argument with. I know she doesn't know that awhile back she saved my virginity from just one phone call. One innocent phone call just to check up on me, and see how I was doing. Now she asks me why I care so much about her... It's not so much that I care about her for other reasons as it is that she has saved me from more heartache in my life then she knows. So I know It's not my job to care, and I guess maybe I shouldn't... but how can I not care about some one who I owe so much to? Sure we have our fights.. who doesn't? And you might get mad, and I might get mad... but I want you to know... I'll always be here, for whatever you need. Even if you decide one day to never talk to me again)
