~My Shame~


I pretend I'm satisfied with this life.
I smile and cover my shame.
But I'm the only one to blame.

I've had my chance.
I've drawn the line.
Only to haze the edges.

Welcome to my shame.

I can't commit to much.
Even the softest of touch.
I've given up on hope.

Today is a symphony to a new start...
That I'll just screw and rip apart.

Welcome to my shame.

(Oh God! I know you didn't promise me crap... but I'm at the end of my rope. I'm struggling here)